Blooddrunk

Not even sleep is an escape anymore. They’re awful, reflecting my paranoia that I wasn’t even certain I had. Being left or betrayed. They feel so real-the realest dreams I’ve had. They’re so real I can feel the pain, I cry and scream and sometimes, just sometimes, I can feel my sanity slip from my grasp. Last night I dreamt of betrayal. I hurt you and I cried and cried….then I laughed. I wasn’t happy, I wasn’t amused. I just laughed. Since you have been slipping away, you’re everywhere. My mind will not let me forget you, even as I sleep.

Always.

Always.

Always.

Always.

I miss the days where you’d beg me to never leave you and you’d beg me to hold you. I was the center of your universe and your obsession. You’d keep telling me how much you loved me and always swore that you loved me more.

Now those days have passed. They’re the only days I miss and I sit waiting for the day that those things return.

That’s if they ever do.

iantojonesofficial:

reblog if you’re in any of these fandoms

  • marvel cinematic universe
  • sherlock
  • doctor who/torchwood
  • star trek tos or tng
  • lotr/the hobbit
  • harry potter
  • game of thrones
  • orange is the new black

and i’ll check out your sexy ass blog and probably follow you

Mainly LOTR, GOT, Star Trek and Marvel

"Some old wounds never truly heal, and bleed again at the slightest word."

That’s unfortunately true….you say a single word or a name and it can destroy a person all over again.

MAKE ME CHOOSE » malihales asked:
↳ Sansa or Margaery